It's really cold recently.
My heart is also cold.
I don't know how to control my emotion.
How ridiculous it was.

Every time I try to fly, I jump and fall without my winds.
I'm always trying to do things better. But the results never be what I thought.
I'm choleric these days.
Unfortunately, I don't know how to improve it.

I must be more concentrate on what I need to do.
I must be happy.
Things I must to do are many.
How can I be laxly?
Cheer up.
I hope everything will be alright.